if the points were cheerleaders, they'd be guy cheerleaders

I seriously wish I would update this thing more often. I really do have so much I'd like to write about. But I find myself worrying more and more that people will see this and make assumptions about me that are wrong, or read things that I've written and be offended or misinterpret what I'm saying. I'm not sure why I worry about that...I highly doubt anyone reads this. But still...

So I'm just gonna say this...I'm looking for a new job. I am so sick of working at Chick-fil-A. I've worked there for five years, and I am DONE. Last Saturday was one of the worst days EVER, and exemplified almost every reason I hate working there. Today, though, I enjoyed myself and had a good time with all my work peeps. Still...I'm done. I'm just done there. So I am, I am, I AM going to apply at other places THIS WEEK!!!!!!!! I'm starting with Barnes and Noble, and there's a little cafe near my house that I'm also applying at. We'll see what happens with those places...although of course as soon as I quit at CFA, Sal and Connor will both start working there. Figures.

It's time for me to start working out again. I'm noticing a strange trend between my workouts and my relationship with God. It was stronger when I was working out, and now that I've stopped, it's more distant than it was. That isn't okay. I want to be in constant fellowship with Christ, I want to know Him more and more and in a really REAL way. I want to have the relationship with Him that I want my youth group kids to have with Him. I want to be an example for them.

And may I just take this opportunity to say that I LOVE my youth group kids. Despite all their drama, I love them to bits already. I'm SO excited about this fall with them! It's going to be great!!!!!

BSF starts in two weeks, and the study is the new Isaiah one. I need BSF desperately, both for the way it brings Scripture to life and allows me to apply it to my everyday life, and for the chance to be with people my own age!!! Now that all my friends are gone to school....seriously, I have nobody except Briley left in Dallas!!!!! It's totally ridiculous.

Okay, I have to go to bed. I'm yawning my head off, and it's almost one am. I have to get up early and get my car inspected anyway.

"Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." ~Hebrews 12:2